Month: May 2014

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Bigot on Air!

Adorable Mercader

This is but another rant. About a girl I chance to chat. Gorgeous and gay. Saintly and sane. We talked of different things. Agreed some. Argued some. In a split second the atmosphere changed. ‘Queer’ talk turned the tide. Frescans have no room in this world. Ulrichs is but a contagious societal disease. I was left speechless. It came like lashing blade. Turning the last piece of confidence to doubt. I wish I did not hear it from her. I got up and tried explaining. But there was no reason to. Indeed, people listen with the intent to reply. Never … Continue reading Bigot on Air!

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Wishing: My Mind is in Deep Shit!

Adorable Mercader

It just feels so empty The room is screaming in silence without you here I wish we never cross roads I wish I never spend the night with you I wish I knew it would be roughly a day So I won’t end up chasing that fading voice Thinning through the air, losing bit by bit every nano second My body aches for sleep How can I bring it to rest, when thoughts of you devour me? I wish I could just let go I wish I had let you know I wish I could still go back So I … Continue reading Wishing: My Mind is in Deep Shit!

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When Your Mind Wanders

Adorable Mercader

Because there are just times when I shiver with the touch of other skin… When I hate hearing my own voice and refuge to silence When thoughts surge to hypothalamus waiting to be written but deprived When the sound of cricket reflects not of a peaceful night When Dostoevsky, Shakespeare, Churchill can longer touch me When winter seeps for the summer call Deep, crystal clear horizon I turn my gaze watching for dawn… Hoping for everything to just pass Looking forward for the ball of fire, bright and splendid Wishing the sick cycle carousel to halt Crossing finger not to … Continue reading When Your Mind Wanders